Monday, June 09, 2008

第二波:Confession

再过4个星期就是减重一周年纪念日。自从老爸去世后,体重又上又下,最后在原地打转。

2008-01-07 84.0kg(老爸去世后的第二天)
2008-06-09 83.5kg(最新体重测量)

心里最清楚不过了,不就是暴饮暴食惹得祸。经过6个月的彻底“改造”,为何又会再堕入暴饮暴食的魔掌呢?

我反复地检讨,究竟是什么原因脱离不了暴食的诅咒。
1. 老爸去世后,觉得事情告一段落,失去了当时要追求健康的动力
2. 工作的压力。如今要背上这个家,不能轻举妄动
3. 天生3分钟热度
4. 暴食的魔鬼看上了我,永远不停地经历减重、反弹的恶性循环(就是体内的肥胖基因作祟啦,注定一世肥胖)

就像以前考试时的objective问题,有时候答案是多重的,也可能是“以上答案皆是”。如果不是找到跑步这个新兴趣,体重已经反弹到一发不可收拾了,很可能走回8年前的旧路

不晓得跑步是不是另一个3分钟项目。回顾以往的经历,我对自己的坚持能力也没有太多信心。真可悲,那些激励大师或励志书籍都会说这是失败者的思考。

是,我就是一个loser,看到自己都觉得厌恶,有一股令人作呕的油腻味 x(

12 comments:

Noel said...

别气馁。
也别讨厌自己。。

既然知道原因出自于暴饮暴食,为何不好好的研究如何控制自己的意志力?

Love your body. :)

Anonymous said...

Hi friend, don't give up...continue to press on...have confident in yourself..

doris 桃利思 said...

noel
我就是一个意志力薄弱的家伙吧

我有想过要不要去见心理医生,可是费用不便宜嘢,百多块一个session

anyway,我要开始第二波的减重计划,现在这一篇confession是第一篇

希望不是雷声大,雨点小啦~~paiseh

anonymous
Thanks for your encouragement. I will start another round to lose weight again... for my new found hobby -- RUNNING

Keipo said...

Look at many runners around who manage to lose weight and keep fit n healthy,like Haza,Abu,Kenneth,DK,Upiq etc...cheers keep it up !!!

ahMing said...

Doris Jie Jie, PLEASE DO NOT GIVE UP! U r on the right track le... I still want to race (jogging) with u le... U know what. I am very impressed when i see u running faster than me during the KL Marathon that time (wah... Doris Jie Jie 'cut' q me...)... I am not saying u cannot run faster than me. just that if u r still the "Doris Jie Jie" that i knew few years back, for sure u can't 'cut' q me ... Don't u agree?

That's y i asked u to bring me to buy shoes le ... hee... u dun know the purpose i asked u to bring me buy shoes, is to take revenge le ... wehehehe (evil) ....

doris 桃利思 said...

tey,
thanks! i will do :)



sohkeong,
revenge?! put yr horse come! anyway... maybe that was the only chance i could 'cut' q u :P

i will try my best to stay on track...

do u wanna join me running in saturday and/or sunday morning?

zeesiew said...

hihi, first time visit ur blog, 有什么有用的减肥法吗? 我也是在减肥着。。。。一起减油。。。

ahMing said...

hee . morning i lazy one le .. but i will jog sometimes... hehe .. join running with u again next time, Doris Jie Jie.

Keep ur hard work ya . Jia You !

doris 桃利思 said...

zeesiew
谢谢光临!
请先看看我这一篇:http://doriscbwong.blogspot.com/2007/07/first-half-of-my-life.html
现在的我觉得最基本和原始的方法,即是:少吃多动 :)


sohkeong
Thank you so much for the encouragement!
By the way, you can consider running McD Olympic Day Run on 29th June, 7km
My colleagues and I registered liao

Anonymous said...

你的成功已经是一半了。。不要放弃。。
体重也维持得很好啊。。。
坚持下去。。。给一点时间挑整一下心情。。
压力可以慢慢舒决。。。
加油啊!!

慧沁 Wai Sum said...

我不知道你的目标体重是多少,可是我觉得你看起来很棒。没有必要斤斤计较你的体重,如果你可以比较一年前和现在的照片,你就知道自己的不同。那天长跑全部人都认为你很厉害!

doris 桃利思 said...

小爱爱
好久没见!近来如何?

不好意思,最近公司里不方便上MSN,所以很少online

其实体重还好,我是气自己的暴饮暴食的行为 :(

anyway,谢谢鼓励~!


慧沁
七岁以后,身材从没有标准过,我也不懂我该把目标放多少,暂时放60公斤。

同上面的回复一样,体重还是其次,我是对自己暴饮暴食的行为感到失望 :(

其实我的“第二波”还有2篇的。。。近期忙着口才训练班的辩论会(最讨厌辩论会了),还没有时间写。。。

不过我相信体重轻一些可以跑多点,跑快点。。。